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Name: Gerard
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 9/4/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: YOU
Expertise: I have a degree in Janitorial Arts
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Legal
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/10/2003
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| Wow...it's been a long time since i entered in this stupid ass thing...a REAL long time...but yeah i have hella on my mind so i just feel like blurting all of it out. Things haven't really been going well for me, and it feels like i'm drifting apart from all my friends. I dunno if its cuz i'm talking to a freshman or whatever, but I hella feel people have been looking at me differently. I still feel this, i dunno though maybe its just me. Honestly, i feel hella betrayed, and this betrayal is gonna stay with me for probably the rest of my life. It really really sucks, and i hella lost my motivation to kick it. I just recently...(like last month) lost my relationship of about a year and a half... maybe more maybe less... and yeah... no regrets... but then there are.. haha so yeah i don't really wanna talk about that... cuz every now and then when i think about it i feel bad... but yeah.. anyways i dunno theres been so much ish thats been going on. In the past 3 months, one of my childhood friends died, then my aunty died. It was so hard seeing my friend in that casket, and even harder for his closer friends. His name was Jamill if anyone is curious, RIP homie... To get to my aunty's funeral, i had to go all the way to the phillippines! It was happy at first cuz i saw my relatives that i havent seen in 4 years...i miss them so much... but then we had to visit my aunty at the memorial center... My aunty was hella hard, it was so hard dude, i didn't even recognize her. Not being able to recognize her made me realize all the pain and suffering that she went through, and it made me cry. I felt hella guilty cuz i didnt take what she had seriously, cuz i thought she would just get better and everyone would be like wee it's all good. Little did i know that it would spread and eventually take her away... I felt like i grew up after that trip, i felt more of a sense of appreciation, and it also strengthened my faith. She strengthened my faith, because through all that , she still prayed to God for help. Blah i'm too lazy to write anymore...but i'm glad i got that shiet down. :) till next time guys...(if there is a next time) | | |
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ok for you fools that read this...im sure thats no one...but hell ima write this down anyways since its important...I HAD ONE OF THE BEST IF NOT BEST BIRTHDAYS EVER...thanks to everyone! specially my closest homies George, Kat, June, and Jasmin who CALLED me at 12 AM to greet me happy birthday! they ALL three wayed each other JUST to wish me happy birthday! thanks guys! luv ya! then when i went to school no one knew it was my birthday and linh KINDA remembered so she hit me when we were taking school pictures...(still hurts)...then i went to math endeavors and saw kathryn and dru at the balcony thingy so we started talking...then dru found out it was my birthday and hit me 13 times..then i told his ass to stop cuz it hurt damnit lol...then after school i kicked it in the parking lot for a little bit and all of kat's friends greeted me happy birthday by shanking me with imaginary knives...that was great...haha then kat took jenny home and we picked up george and went to dun dun dunnnnn...Q ZAR! weehee i had the top score on my team and we WON! i got like 14200...weehee we ripped holes in those white kids huh guys? (george n kathryn) lol then we went home and george lost his bracelet..but he found out that qzar had it! good times good times...thennn kat presented me with a BIG ASS birthday card...omg its so big...anyways yeah that was a REALLY special present from "da best homie in da world"...really good homie! luv ya kat! *MUAH*...haha and THEN my cousins took me out for din din and we had beef wit the server lady cuz she messed up our order...then we went home n i called june..but she left like 5 minutes afterward and i fell asleep.. and then she called back but i was too sleepy...oh yeah! linh called too! lol thanks linh for your wonderful time haha! lol anyways that was my day...SPECIAL ass day...never thought i was this special haha! thanks to everyone that wished me happy birthday...sorry i cant remember you all but yeah...thanks to George, June, and Jasmin for being the first to greet me with a happy birthday...and a SPECIAL thanks to "da best homie in da world"...you guessed it...KATHRYN! for the card she made me and the time she took out of her day to kick it with me n george instead of her sister :( (it was her birthday too!) and for makin my day super duper special...luv ya homegirl! haha well i think thats all for today...im not gonna talk about the schoolwork i did cuz i hate school! thanks for reading! peace out
 THANK YOU KAT! *MUAH* | | |
| Uhhh what the hell...i put my user name and it all of a sudden works...umm...xanga xanga xanga...can someone tell me what the FUCK a blog is?! uhh i am hella confused....aite | | |
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